I know I haven’t been posting as much as I’ve used too. Christmas, emotions, and etc to take care of, not easy to handle. Added to the addition I’ve been distracting myself with movies! But that’s another story to tell.
As tradition (which I’ve made myself do), I will make letters for 2013 and 2014; a farewell and a welcoming. I started this out last year when I made my letters to 2012 and 2013, same as stated below. Do I plan to continue this the following years to come? Sure, why not right. Would I mind if you do that same? No I wouldn’t mind at all, it’s a free country and do so as long as you don’t bother anyone else (Haha). Here it goes…
I’m not really sure how to even start this letter out. I remember addressing that you throw every shit you had to me, well I was too ignorant. As I’ve challenged, you’ve thrown your shit to me: left, right, up and down. Sometimes I regret it and tell myself “Shit, why’d I do that.”, but there are also times that I actually think it was sorta, kinda “helpful”. How? Well if I see through all the clouded darkness, it actually gave me light; it gave me a chance to see things in a different perspective. I started to understand more, figure things out, discover and realize. Because of you, I now see mistakes as a door that has opened, all I need to do is gather up the courage to go through it. In this year too, I’ve learned to move on from one grave mistake I’ve made. I no longer regret it but it just feels like it’s a part of me; I’ve finally acknowledge that it was part of me, my life. But damn, 20-fucking-13 was a real roller-coaster. This ends my letter and I have finished 2013 alive, sorta.